guess i’m just writing out of frustration. I don’t know why I always feel so exhausted and down. I feel like i’m in a battle with my schoolwork.. because I know my shiny exciting personality is in there somewhere it’s just being suffocated. I don’t know what to do at this point. I guess i’m just going to trek through and maybe/hopefully things will turn up.. hm it’s weird spilling my guts here. Hope no one really reads this… just how I feel right now and need to put a place to my feelings..